“Miss Shen, I suddenly understand that what you Chinese often say is that one days absence is like three years separation. I have been waiting for your answer, but you have never e to me(沈小姐,我现在突然明白,你们中国人常说的那句,一日不见如隔三秋的含义,我一直都在等待你的回答,只是你一直都没有来找过我)”弗雷德递给她一杯酒。
“Mr. Fred, Im sorry, I havent had the courage to express my thoughts. Due to various factors, I am afraid of your identity. You know, in Chinese society, at a certain level, it is difficult to hear the truth again. And I, the reason why I havent responded to your feelings for a long time, is because I thought you were just a momentary impulse towards me, but I didnt expect you to keep waiting. At this point, only after learning that you are about to return to your country, did I dare to attend the meeting and confess to you.(弗雷德先生,抱歉,我一直没有勇气袒露我的想法。因为各方面的因素,让我忌惮您的身份,您知道,在中国社会,到了一定的阶层,很难再听到真心话。而我,之所以迟迟不回应您的心意,是觉得您对我只是一时兴起,没想到,您却一直在等待。事到如今,得知您即将回国,我才敢赴会,向您坦白。)”沈穆瑶接过他的酒杯,轻呷了一口酒。
“Is it? What is your answer?(是吗?那你的答案是什么?)”弗雷德饶有兴趣的望着她的眼睛等待回应。
“Im sorry, I cant accept your love, and I wont leave Sheng Fangchen either. Perhaps you cant understand the emotions between me and him, but I must admit that he is the only meaning for me to live.(很抱歉,我不能接受您的爱意,我也不会离开盛方宸,或许你无法理解我和他之间的这种情感,但我必须承认,他是我活下去的唯一意义。)”沈穆瑶语气笃定的回应道。
oh My goodness, I really cant imagine. Cant you survive without this man?(哦!我的老天,我确实无法想象,难道没了这个男人,你无法存活吗?)
“Yes.”她并没有再过多解释,斩钉截铁的回应着他。
“This is truly a regrettable thing! To be honest, I am very jealous of Sheng Fangchen, and at the same time, I am also very envious of this kind of love between you. If thats the case, then I wish your relationship to be as solid as a rock and unchanging throughout history. Im glad to e to China this time. I got to know you. I cant be a lover, but my friends are also good!(这真是一件遗憾的事!说实话,我很嫉妒盛方宸,同时,也非常羡慕你们之间的这种爱情。既然如此,那么,祝你们的感情坚如磐石,亘古不变。这次来中国,很高兴,我能认识你,情人做不成,朋友也不错!)”弗雷德释然一笑的将杯子里的酒一饮而尽。
卓威被旁人绊住,无法去通传。当她抬眼望向卡座时,才发现盛方宸正在和一群军官聊得不亦乐乎。而他身旁坐着的正是秦亦舒,她也在应付着那群女人,那场景,看上去似乎倒显得自己有些多余,那俩人看起来更像是一对。
弗雷德顺着她的视线望去,看透了她的心思。便侧身在她的耳边低语:“Do you need my help? This beautiful lady?(需要我的帮忙吗?这位美丽的小姐?)”
“No, thanks. I came here because of you. Now that my business is done, its time to leave!(不用,谢谢,我来这儿本就是因为您,现在我的事儿办完了,也该离开了!)”沈穆瑶眼角闪过一丝失落。
“My friend, theres no need to be polite between us. Miss Qin is a woman of all kinds, so youre not afraid that she cant resist temptation? Dont overestimate your relationship too much, no man can sit still.(我的朋友,你我之间无需客气,秦小姐是一个风情万种的女人,你就不怕他禁不住诱惑?可不要过于高估你们的感情,没有男人能坐怀不乱。)”不等她反应,弗雷德便擅自做主,拉着她的手来到了舞池。
“Just fulfill one of my wishes, I dont know when well meet again next time, so lets use this dance to see me off tonight(当满足我的一个心愿,下次不知何时再见,今晚就用这支舞蹈为我送行吧。)”弗雷德把一只手搭在她的腰间,又用另一只手牵着她,在舞池里扭动着。
沈穆瑶迫于无奈只能顺从他的意愿,但她的眼睛却一直停在盛方宸的身上。秦亦舒率先发现了她的身影,但没有告诉他,而是兴致勃勃的打量着舞池里的俩人。
她身着一件米白色天丝绣花圆领上衣,下身是一袭米绿色的收腰双层花边长裙,裙上绣着一朵浅绿的花朵流苏,垂于腰间。那法式的宫廷卷发上面别着一朵黑色的蝴蝶发卡,耳垂上别着两颗圆润的珍珠耳坠,与脖子上的那串珍珠项链搭配的相得益彰,使她整个人看起来,既有小女人的娇俏,也带着些许千金的高贵气质。
卓威应付完旁人,辗转来到卡座旁,向他禀告沈穆瑶的行踪。盛方宸得知她来了宴会,脸上浮现出一丝忧虑,转瞬即逝。
他不动声色的拿着酒杯和大家敬酒,眼睛不时的扫向四周。终于,在舞池里看见了她。只不过,她正和另一个男人跳着舞。
当俩人对望之时,眼里似乎都带着些情绪,他没有起身过去宣誓主权,她也没有回避他的目光,反而像是刻意挑衅。
只是他的眼里充斥着警告的意味,而沈穆瑶对此视若无睹,反而一脸高傲的收回目光,假意与弗雷德攀谈起来。
盛方宸蹙眉不悦,险些捏碎了杯子。他身边的女人察觉气氛不妙,按住了他的手腕,在他耳边低语:“盛方宸,别忘了今天是什么场合!”
他压根就听不进去任何言语,见她仍然无动于衷,便一把搂过秦亦舒,这一举动,令在场的所有人都瞠目结舌。尤其是秦亦舒,明知自己是被利用,却心甘情愿的任他操控。
第一次靠在他的胸膛,竟是因为另一个女人,她隐约能嗅到盛方宸身上散发出的烟草味,还有他缓缓吐出的气息。此刻,近距离的接触,让她对沈穆瑶的羡慕又多了一分。